I missed You
I missed Nisargadatta
I missed Papaji
I missed all who could help me!
What am I paying for?
Ignorance of my ignorance?
Fools are they
who call you Ocean of Grace!
Fools are they
Who call you Mercy embodied!
Why am I made to toil?
Why am I made to suffer?
Why am I born unlucky?
Why am I impoverished of happiness?
What am I paying for?
Ignorance of my ignorance?
Fools are they
who call you Ocean of Grace!
Fools are they
Who call you Mercy embodied!
You don't extend Your hand
You don't bother about my suffering
You don't bother answering my calls
You don't care for my tears!
What am I paying for?
Ignorance of my ignorance?
Fools are they
who call you Ocean of Grace!
Fools are they
Who call you Mercy embodied!
No one have I seen selfish as You
No one have I seen mean as You are
No one have I seen sadistic as You
No one have I seen heartless as you are!
What am I paying for?
Ignorance of my ignorance?
Fools are they
who call you Ocean of Grace!
Fools are they
Who call you Mercy embodied!
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
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4 comments:
I feel verry deep the same like you wrote. Beautiful and painful words you pray. And to know the answer of this questions doesn't make the pain less.
Thats why I go strait the way who Ramana allways told about. The heart is allways open, I am free to go In there when ever I can.
Love
Eva
True... But to me, its difficult to do that all the time... And at times when I cannot, I lose hope and thoughts such as these come forth... What am I paying for?!
Maneesha,
Nice poem. I feel the same way sometimes. Keep the desire for Self-realization burning and it'll pay some time..may not necessarily be in this birth. I feel Ramana is definitely inscrutable (not understandable). We hope for some breakthrough, we pray hard to Ramana but nothing seems to change. We're stuck with our minds and it's painful. Is there any other option apart from continuing to plead Ramana for some guidance/help? No! Good luck on your journey!
Never..never..never give up your faith and HE will never fail you...
Love
Anjali
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